Success!

You'd probably wondering what success am I talking about. But just to share my happiness, I finally mastered the makeup skill I learned for the past few months. Haha. Maybe it's nothing to be proud of or just lame thing to say, nevertheless I'm happy about it :)

The makeup products that I'm using are not exactly those really expensive ones but rather affordable. *I think* You can give it a try and practice makes perfect...I've been practicing with cheaper products first because I think it is best that I do not feel wasted as with more expensive products. You know what I mean? haha.

As you can see, there is not anything posh about the products I use rather just ordinary brand. In my opinion, it is not necessary to use expensive products. As long as it works for your skin and it looks good, I guess that is all that matters.

Silkygirl palette. I get the green one because I like green and I do not have any green eye shadow.

Bought this set in Watson. Just some unknown brand called the Color Institute. I have been using this palette set for quite some time now. It is good for practicing. This set has eyeshadow, creme eyeshadow, lip gloss, eye liner powder and blush.

I took this picture with my eyes closed because originally I tend to take it with my eyes open rather than closing my eye but then I looked cross eyed because I need put the phone camera quite close to my face. *I look funnny, I know~* As you can see, there is a flow of dark to lightest shade of green and I'm using liquid liner. Not easy though using the liquid liner because I have shaky hands

The result...It is a "thicker" makeup than I would normally wear but it's worth a try and suitable for going night events. Love it:)

Results are out!

Alrighty..so my results are out. I'm not sure whether I am happy with it or be upset with it. I passed all but one of my unit's requirement to pass is to pass in my finals. The problem is overall marks I passed but for my finals I did not. So did I actually passed the unit? I'm not so sure. My friends and my brother said I did. Well, I really hope so... But thanks to Amy and ah Q for helping me to check my results last night. Congrats to both of you :)

To be honest, at the corner of my mind, I still think about the results and how it would affect my studies. The fact that it was a finance unit. The results did pulled down my confidence in the whole finance major thing. I'm worried. To add more to that, I took another finance unit for my summer course which is going to begin in January. Within these 2 weeks, I need to settle those things in Curtin and be done with it.

By the way, I'm going to Kuching with my mum next week. I guess that's the only thing that I could look forward to. With all these chaos around me right now, it would be great to escape for awhile but then to come back and face the reality really turns me off. I'm facing a lot of dilemma right now actually. Everything around me seems have a lot of problems. My studies, my family and financial wise.

It's a process of growing up. I think it does not matter that I face the problems now o later in life. I still have to go on. Life goes on and decision has to be made. Just that I am worried about those decision and how it would affect me and others. I realize I have created some form of resentment in my heart for the past few months. I feel so hopeless at times. I avoided many things to keep myself out of problem. The thing is, the more I avoid, the more problems come looking for me. It is tough to keep myself in check. Sometimes I could feel that I am losing myself in the process of growing and becoming a person that is not me at all.

I'm hoping to find my way back soon enough....

pain...

I just had my wisdom tooth pulled out two days ago. I have been experiencing pain with that tooth on and off for the past few years. So I thought it would be better to have it pull out rather than having pain that way. Now good news is, the tooth was pulled out within less than 15 minutes after meeting my dentist. Bad news is, I'm still having pain now, even after two days and chowing down painkillers. @#$%^&*. At first is headache and neck pain and non stop bleeding for the first 6-7 hrs after extraction. Then bleeding stopped but not the headache and neck pain. I have to endured eating porridge with a hint of blood with every mouthful of porridge. I'm becoming vampire/cannibal. -.-"

Till today, I still have the headache and I get sore throat as well. Well at least the bleeding stopped but I still get bloody taste in my mouth every now and then. What the hell?!

It's becoming unbearable. Arghhhh~

My result is coming out pretty soon. Probably Tuesday night I will know the results to my hard work. Keep my fingers crossed that my results will be good! All da best people!

Modification/Sale

Well, if you guys have noticed, I have changed my blog background several times now and I still have not found the one I truly like. Modification of my blog that went unsuccessful :/ Plus, the link list is not available at the moment so very sorry for any inconvenience caused. I had tried several websites' templates but either they are not user-friendly or there is something wrong with the code. !@#$%^&*. But please bear with me and I'll get it done as soon as possible :) I mean I'll make up my mind fast! LoL!.

Anyway, I have been cleaning my closet few days back and have found tons of clothes that I hardly wore or never wore them before. Some tailored-made and some bought long time ago. I planned on putting it here in my blog so if anyone of you guys interested can let me know. We'll do online shopping here. :) Most of the clothes I can hardly fit into *meaning I'm getting fatter/rounder/broader and etc* I only have taken a few pictures and the rest I'll post it up later this week. *If I can* There are some clothes that I have plans to modify them but then again I'm lazy. Haha. We'll see when my creative mood starts kicking in.

Asymmetrical shirt (wore once)
(suitable for big size S or size M)

Black blouse (never wore)
(suitable for size M)

White Blouse (wore once)
(suitable for big size S or size M)

Details on the blouse

Tailored made sleeveless blouse (never wore)
(suitable for big size S or size M)*sorry I did not iron the blouse*

Details on the blouse

White formal blouse (never wore)
(suitable for size M or L)

Blue shirt (wore several times)
(suitable for big size S or size M)

These are a few pictures I have taken. Still got plenty more I have not. Let me know which one you are interested in and we can negotiate :) sound formal la.. LOL...

At last~~~

At last I got my beloved bracelet back. I've sent it for re-platting nearly 2 months back and was told to get it back within 2 weeks. But then I haven't got it back till today. I went in to check whether it had arrived or not but was told not yet at first. Then I got pretty furious and said that I wanted my bracelet back by next week, regardless it is done or not. *I guess my "threatening" works*. I walked out of the shop after that only to find the salesgirl came after me and showed me a bracelet. My bracelet has arrived safely after all. But in fact I'm not angry or anything but just relieved that I got back my bracelet after all these time. I really miss it alot. It was a birthday present from my dear dear and yes..it is important.

Looks shiny and new :) Love it...

And today I went out with Yunn Ru. She complimented my skin ler :D she said my skin look radiant and not that oily as compared to last time when we were studying, even after whole afternoon with her. I guess those Melilea products worked. Should continue using it and hopefully by next year my skin will be fairer and smoother. :P

Christmas is getting near now and I am getting anxious about planning my trip to kuching in December. Pray for me that I can go there to see my dear dear:) I want to celebrate my Christmas and new year there. Hopefully...

To everyone, I guess holiday time is around the corner. For those who will be having exam good luck to you guys! and for those who just finished their exam (ie: me :P) Happy holidays and see you guys again soon:)

It's holiday!

Yipeeee! Finally my holiday is here. Haha. Yesh... I finish my exam yesterday afternoon. Well, I really did tried my best in studying and hopefully everything will turn out well. I enrolled for summer course next year. Starting January next year. I don't know if enrolling for that unit is my best choice but then again, I do not have much choice cause the rest are fully enrolled. Guess it's just not my luck ei?

Anyway, I'm into online clothes lately. I found out that some of the clothes are really cheap and worth buying. Just that, there are several things I'm not sure I'm willing to risk. I'm a risk averse person. LOL. *Have been seeing that word alot when I'm doing my revision with finance and Asian Management* Well, I found several clothes I like. I asked for the price already, it's cheap but then I'm worried when will I get all those kind of things, how safe is it... Hm...maybe I worried too much...but till then, we'll see how it goes.. Maybe I'll get it and maybe I do not...

Tell me what you guys think...Should I or should I not??

I really like this one and only cost RM25 including postage

This only cost RM29 but the grey one out of stock

I like this blue jacket a lot..but also out of stock..

This is also not bad o since the one I like is out of stock...cost RM32

All these clothes I got it from here...A and B

So Should I??

Christmas ISNT Christmas...

Exam is coming up soon. I'm dreading to study everyday but yet again.. it's MUST. I want to graduate ASAP. Cause lately I realised studying isnt my thing lately.. Yes, I can do well if I put HIGH level of effort into it but I also realised that it is giving me a lot of stress.

Christmas isnt here till about a month plus but already shopping malls are putting on christmas songs...Haih...Put me in aweful mood only. Yes, I know..Christmas songs are meant to be merry and happy all that but I'm feeling very sad. Christmas songs bring back a lot of memories. I MISS Kuching ALOT!~ Cos usually I spend my Christmas in Kuching. To add more to my sadness, I'm not even sure about my trip to Kuching end of this year. Well, you get my meaning..

Dear is working very hard lately. Long hours of working. I think dear is feeling very tired each time he reached home everyday. I really missed him dearly :(


Oh well, random thoughts...Ignore me..

updates~~

I have been busy for these few days. With family and some assignment here and there. Very exhausted in a way. Haha. Hopefully I don't overworked myself before the final exams which is coming in 2 weeks time. Wish me luck guys!~ I think I really a lot of luck to get through this stage. :-/ For my friends who did not do well in their assignments or mid sem, do not worry too much. Do your best in the finals and I am sure you will do well. I wish you guys the very best of luck!:D

But considering the final exam is very near, I am still procastinating. Not doing what I should although I DO have the intention to study. Blek! However, I still managed to finished all my assignments and tutorial work in the midst of all the maddness. *I am lazy to elaborate more about my study life. Pathetic.*Anyway, I have been keeping myself occupied with FB's game. CafeWorld, Farmville, BarnBuddy and HappyAquarium. Fun eh...I played for my dear dear also cause he started working already and do not have time for the game. Haha. So I am VERY BUSY...BUSY MAIN GAME~~:D

Anyway, my mum's birthday is just last monday. I am very lazy to blog about it but then again because I do not have anything to blog now about then I guess blogging about the birthday would be nice. :) My dad's birthday is in October as well.. A lot of people actually.. My dear dear's dad, my dad, Sylvia (HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU - I am not too late to post my shoutout here right? hehe) and my mum. Hm...I think that's about it..*I did not missed out anyone did I? But if I did, sorry!*

We took my mum to a dinner at DeliFrance and lunch at Pizza Hut courtesy of my brother. Lol. It was a nice meal and we enjoyed it. My mum had her birthday cake, given by a little girl who had the same birthday as my mum. They gave each other presents every year on their birthday... Cute aint it? hehe.. The girl is in Primary 1 o 2 if I am not mistaken. I bought my mum a bracelet which looks nice but doesnt cost me a fortune :) Show you guys some picture in the moment.

Our food...Yummy!~



Cherry in my drink!

My mum's cake...You guys can see the wordings? -Happy Birthday Auntie Helen- *cute*

My mum making wishes... Haha..*happy nyer*

Mummy and I.. There is one clearer picture but I refuse to put. My arm looks huge -.-""

Hm...what else to blog about.. oh ya, I had my presentation last Thursday and our lecturer said we did a great job. HEH!~ then we had a short tutorial after that where I wasn't paying attention as usual and I found this great interest in KIWI. Not that green coloured edible kiwi or jenjen's Kiwi. But a non-alive hairy KIWI all the way from New Zealand. Haha. It belonged to Karen and I always torture and bully that KIWI during the class when I am bored. wakaka!~ There are some pictures in my FB taken before and after the presentation.

Karen secretly took this picture of me... -.-"

Okie dokie.. I'd better get back to my revision... oh wait...I mean my GAME...LOL. Have a great week everyone :D

I MISS MY DEAR DEAR VERY VERY MUCH! *HUGS*

A day...

It has been few weeks since i blogged. Haha. Anyway, short update here. Yesterday I went to an event organised by the Rotaract Club with Karen. It was "A day with the PDK". It was just coincidence that a fren of mine asked me to join and so I did. We watched "Bee Movie" with the children and played several games to entertain them. We also brought them around the campus which I have to admit, Curtin infrastructures need to be further improved for the convenience of the disabled people. Anyway, I had a great time with the children and I do look forward for a next event as such. :)

Ian and Victor practicing Tang Soo Do.. LoL!

After the event, Karen and I went to town. Originally, we planned to go shopping complexes but in the end we went to tanjung. We sat down and talked for hours. How we met, how we grew closer, it is still very much a mystery till today. Haha. She would agree with me on this. :) We shared alot of things in common and I guess that is what makes it easier to talk to. We shared our thoughts and opinion on things and advise to one another. Which is funny! Erhemmmm~~

Take 1

Take 2



We took alot of picture actually but some really cannot be used. Cos either the hair is not right or the face is not right. HaHa!

After that, we had dinner together at opposite Jing Wood Cafe eating claypot rice and spent the night at Bintang Megamall. We went window-shopping and we bought cakes from Secret Recipe before heading home. Haha. I bought choco mud cake which was recommended by my dear dear. He said it was nice and it is! hehe...Wish dear dear was around to share the cake o!

The cake...finish in less than 5 minutes after I brought it home...and I only took one bite...

I'll end this post with...this

I miss you, my dear dear.

Happy Mid Autumn Festival!

It's mooncake festival again! I would like to wish everyone happy mid autumn festival! Bet you guys are playing with laterns now. Haha. Or maybe you guys could be celebrating the festival - my style. I went to a friend's wedding dinner. Will show you guys some pictures from it later. I only took one picture at the wedding because my phone camera kinda sucky, so I do not want to take any pictures. I just went on eating and took pictures upon reaching home. Vain.. I know. Haha.. some pictures now..

the shoe from primavera. cost RM34.50 only after 50% discount

the dress. bought for sometime ago...

me....

the stage.. the cake was very cool and pretty.. *too bad the picture is not clear

Oh, now then i realise. No pictures of the happy couple. Haha. I guess I'll upload it if I do get the pictures. Anyway, congratulations to Klaus and Elaine on their wedding. :)

Before ending the post...let me share something with you... hehe...

the classic mooncake

the mickey and minnie mouse mooncake

the butt mooncakes...

the handphone mooncake

the makeup mooncake...so pretty...:)

the piggy mooncake

for my dear dear de mooncake... I HEART you <3

Have a great mid autumn festival people! :)