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It has been awhile since I actually blogged something in here. I guess it is a very boring blog. Haha. Even I do not know how to name this post...

Well, I have been caught up in the preparation for Chinese New Year and my summer course. I will be having my finals soon on the 9th of Feb. I hadn't got the time to meet up with few friends. Sorry guys... You know who you are. I'd probably disappointed you guys. I know...but I hope you guys are able to understand my situation.

I read a friend's blog just minutes ago.. And I couldn't agree more that I too have had a strong urge to avoid many things in my life. I do not know where to stand at times. I felt completely alone. I'm glad my friend had someone to be there for her when she is in need. I'd wished I had a friend to turn to when I had those "emo" moments.

Friendship is a very distance topic for me. I normally just ignored this topic but the fact that every "friends' relationships" I had with people around me are pretty fragile and breakable. I only have"hi-bye" friends now. Seriously, if you were to ask me to name few of my closest friends... I couldn't give any names to you. Neither my name will appear in anyone's list. Not that I mind. But I guess it is pretty much how people are treating you when you seldom join their circle of friends, you'll become the odd one out. I've always and will always be the odd one out.

I guessed I only have myself to blame for distancing myself at times. On the contrary, I had received a sms the other day from a friend asking me how I have been and things like. My friend came back from her studies also took the time to sms me to meet up but I was caught up with my mid term at the time. I also have another friend sending me greetings all the way from her hometown. Well, I guess we took certain things for granted sometimes huh? Honestly speaking, I really appreciated those gestures eventhough I had not chatted for long with them. These are the moments that I really think I actually have found friends. I really miss you guys, you know.

I missed those times when I actually have friends. Yes, there are some moments of bitching around when things went wrong, but we are still together and hanging out together. Those moments are really far away now. At times I do wish I still have those moments. But the fact that we had already drifted apart to our separate ways making this silly wish of mine will be just a dream. Friends forever or best friends forever. In my honest opinion, there are no such thing. There will always be a boundary that separates two individuals.

I'm getting closer to my dream now. I really pray to God to give me the strength and courage to continue this battle inside of me to finish what I have started. I'm looking for that fresh start where I could start my life anew and be around with people that actually appreciate who I am and not for who I can become. Hopefully, I could find my inner peace and be at rest...

Two is better than one..

It has been a while since I introduced any songs.. haha..here's one...it was played during my brother's best friend's wedding. I liked it...




I like this video because it is rather cute.... enjoy:)

Btw, it is dear dear's brothers birthday today... I figured this song fits them because they are twins.. haha.. I'm just kidding. Happy birthday to Fung Jui and Hung Jui!

Happy new year 2010!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!

Yes...I know.. It's kinda late to wish everyone but then, I know you guys won't mind anyway. Haha. Anyway, I did made up my mind to blog about my new year celebration and what nots but I got lazy and here we are again. As a matter of fact, I do not have much thing to blog about since I do not have much picture with me from my trip to Kuching. It is still with my dear dear.

Like I said, I went to Kuching with my mum end of December 2009. We use bus and mind you it is almost 12 hours ride. It wasn't what I had in mind at first because I think anyone with sane mind would agree with me that going to Kuching with bus is a total insane thing to do. Oh well, I guess I did not mind at all since I'm going to meet up with my relatives and my dear dear :D

I have watched Avatar 3D and Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 in MBO The Spring Kuching. I have to admit, the cinema is WAYYYY better than Miri's. MBO is very nicely built and arranged? I don't know how to put it but if you have the chance to go Kuching, see it for yourself :) I went for both movies with dear dear. Btw, I even bumped into Steph at the Spring. LoL. *Steph, if you are reading this, I am really sorry for not meeting up with you during this trip but I promise I'll catch up with you in my next trip. Hugss babe! *

Here are just some random pictures... There are so much thing going on and I did not have the time to take pictures for most of the things...

Mummy and I on the way to Kuching

The famous X'mas figures in Boulevard....Funny the reindeer is skinner and smaller than the snowman

Dear dear brought mummy and I to a Japanese cuisine in Crowne Plaza. Very yummy indeed. The Glazed Pork and Chicken. I couldn't remember the exact dish name.


This is the fish dish. Not really tasty as compared to the pork and chicken though. Haha.

My dear dear and I 's morning breakfast at The Spring's food court

Dear's steamed chicken rice and tauhu (pretty spicy though..haha)

My korean mee with kimchi...first time eating Korean dish.. Haha. Not bad..

The view from the couple seat in MBO

Honestly speaking, I kinda like everything about Kuching now. Haha. I'll post up some more pictures when I got them from my dear dear...There are so many dinners and gatherings with my relatives that I lost count. My mum also met up with dear dear's parents and family. We have lunch together to celebrate winter soltice celebration one day in advance. Too bad, Chia Yin is not here. My mum have been saying that she have not met with her yet. We also have 2 more dinners together where one of it dear dear's mum and I cooked. I made my mum's specialty which is the assam chicken. Haha. Anyway, I did very few shopping for myself. I only managed to buy a Padini T shirt, 4 shorts (which cost me only 30 for 1 pair) and a skinny jeans. I practically felt 'stabbed' when I realise that skinny jeans only cost me RM43 after discount. The quality is nearly the same as the one I bought in KL which cost me Rm99.90. No discount. !@#$%^&* But nevermind, now I know where to get cheap jeans and certainly it is not in Miri or KL. HPMH!

Summer course starting next week. I'm pretty nervous about everything. The lecturer, the tutorials, the assignments and the exams. Can't believe it is so soon that I'm starting all over again...But the sooner I get this over with, the sooner I'll graduate and bye bye studies! hehehe.....