Success!

You'd probably wondering what success am I talking about. But just to share my happiness, I finally mastered the makeup skill I learned for the past few months. Haha. Maybe it's nothing to be proud of or just lame thing to say, nevertheless I'm happy about it :)

The makeup products that I'm using are not exactly those really expensive ones but rather affordable. *I think* You can give it a try and practice makes perfect...I've been practicing with cheaper products first because I think it is best that I do not feel wasted as with more expensive products. You know what I mean? haha.

As you can see, there is not anything posh about the products I use rather just ordinary brand. In my opinion, it is not necessary to use expensive products. As long as it works for your skin and it looks good, I guess that is all that matters.

Silkygirl palette. I get the green one because I like green and I do not have any green eye shadow.

Bought this set in Watson. Just some unknown brand called the Color Institute. I have been using this palette set for quite some time now. It is good for practicing. This set has eyeshadow, creme eyeshadow, lip gloss, eye liner powder and blush.

I took this picture with my eyes closed because originally I tend to take it with my eyes open rather than closing my eye but then I looked cross eyed because I need put the phone camera quite close to my face. *I look funnny, I know~* As you can see, there is a flow of dark to lightest shade of green and I'm using liquid liner. Not easy though using the liquid liner because I have shaky hands

The result...It is a "thicker" makeup than I would normally wear but it's worth a try and suitable for going night events. Love it:)

Results are out!

Alrighty..so my results are out. I'm not sure whether I am happy with it or be upset with it. I passed all but one of my unit's requirement to pass is to pass in my finals. The problem is overall marks I passed but for my finals I did not. So did I actually passed the unit? I'm not so sure. My friends and my brother said I did. Well, I really hope so... But thanks to Amy and ah Q for helping me to check my results last night. Congrats to both of you :)

To be honest, at the corner of my mind, I still think about the results and how it would affect my studies. The fact that it was a finance unit. The results did pulled down my confidence in the whole finance major thing. I'm worried. To add more to that, I took another finance unit for my summer course which is going to begin in January. Within these 2 weeks, I need to settle those things in Curtin and be done with it.

By the way, I'm going to Kuching with my mum next week. I guess that's the only thing that I could look forward to. With all these chaos around me right now, it would be great to escape for awhile but then to come back and face the reality really turns me off. I'm facing a lot of dilemma right now actually. Everything around me seems have a lot of problems. My studies, my family and financial wise.

It's a process of growing up. I think it does not matter that I face the problems now o later in life. I still have to go on. Life goes on and decision has to be made. Just that I am worried about those decision and how it would affect me and others. I realize I have created some form of resentment in my heart for the past few months. I feel so hopeless at times. I avoided many things to keep myself out of problem. The thing is, the more I avoid, the more problems come looking for me. It is tough to keep myself in check. Sometimes I could feel that I am losing myself in the process of growing and becoming a person that is not me at all.

I'm hoping to find my way back soon enough....

pain...

I just had my wisdom tooth pulled out two days ago. I have been experiencing pain with that tooth on and off for the past few years. So I thought it would be better to have it pull out rather than having pain that way. Now good news is, the tooth was pulled out within less than 15 minutes after meeting my dentist. Bad news is, I'm still having pain now, even after two days and chowing down painkillers. @#$%^&*. At first is headache and neck pain and non stop bleeding for the first 6-7 hrs after extraction. Then bleeding stopped but not the headache and neck pain. I have to endured eating porridge with a hint of blood with every mouthful of porridge. I'm becoming vampire/cannibal. -.-"

Till today, I still have the headache and I get sore throat as well. Well at least the bleeding stopped but I still get bloody taste in my mouth every now and then. What the hell?!

It's becoming unbearable. Arghhhh~

My result is coming out pretty soon. Probably Tuesday night I will know the results to my hard work. Keep my fingers crossed that my results will be good! All da best people!